☽𑁍Friday 13th 12:12pm, Day of the Goddess
☽𑁍Friday 13th 12:12pm, Day of the Goddess,
A 10 yr recant ☽♡
🌃Seattle girl sits in Gasworks park 🌳 writes poetry in the light refraction on water
I struggled with agoraphobia, but I fought it by making myself sit in public spaces
I started my first business;Etsy “Sonder and smoke “🩵
The first city I became nobody
🏔️ Mountains of Montana, crystal lakes swallow me whole
Glacier park with my mom before it burnt down
Going to the sun road🌞 my partner driving my Subaru , one of the first people I loved, no longer with us 💝
Rocks 🪨 that taught me I didn’t have to carry my sadness, alone
The closest place on earth I’ve had to a home
I found Ollie in the woods of Eureka
My Cat Sidhe😸🧚🏻♂️
🌹Portland, city of roses
I grew in the night beneath your beauty
Saturday market where I bought my first Moldavite necklace and that jacket that got stolen from me twice by different people lol (I hope it’s in good hands )
🏜️Reno Nevada, ohhhh Reno how I adore and loathe u simultaneously
You almost killed me, and I can’t thank you enough for teaching me my own invincibility⚔️ and giving me a killer best friend, even though we don’t talk anymore
I met my shadow self , I hallucinated visions of people I would not yet meet for another 5 years
I learned the bravest thing you can do in this life is to live with an open heart🤍
I learned there’s no such thing as coincidence and I learned the cute person I was in love with, loved me back (222)
I started taking my art seriously, I started speaking light language
But most importantly, I was awakening to a gold thread 🪡 tethering my destiny to my heart
It pulls at me daily
My lease was ending , I felt the pull… I said god where do u want me ? I looked at a map, one place lit up in my minds eye
💌Eugene Oregon, it was a days drive north
I had never been in my life
It didn’t matter
The thread 🧵 demands lol
The first night my car 🚗 was broken into while I stayed in Airbnb , they took everything but my dads Guitar 🎸 that he gave me before he passed away
At this point it’s hard NOT to believe in angels 👼
Ohhhh Eugene u only got weirder and cooler
I learned how to show up for myself , I learned ukulele , I changed my name to Jak for a year while I healed my inner masculine polarity, learned stick and poke tattoos, reiki, and I got tracked down by the FBI, survived a fatal spider bite, and was causally possessed by an entity for 3 days to which I had to learn how to perform exorcism on my friend and I…
That’s enough of the PNW 🤠
🧵The thread becons I leave it all behind
My sweet brother offered I stay at his home across the US
🌽Indianapolis Indiana
I could write a whole book just about driving this journey itself Lol
But there I was
A new home , with family
A normal Christmas 🎄
I learned to play acoustic guitar on the roof
I heard cicadas and saw fireflies for the first time since I was little ✨
This was the end of the road for my Subaru
The day of the accident I met a cop who was an angel
He said he recognized me from earlier that day at a crystal shop on the other side of town
We talked about auras and I gave him my picture of St. Micheal 🪽
Then again I had a concussion so who’s to say
I started taking Uber for work
Had a close call with a sketchy driver but angels protect
At this point that cute guy I mentioned earlier said hey let’s be in love irl
I met my twin flame
Everything and nothing made sense
Reality collapsed
I found out I am actually Canadian because of my dad 🇨🇦
So that’s cool
Life is really cool
Even being psychic and seeing things before they happen could have never prepared me for the brightness that is the human experience
Sometimes the most beauty is created in the un-known
Right now I’m mostly stoked
I just learned how to break my 10 year cycle of
Leaving
So this chapter
2025 I shall call
How to 🅂🅃🄰🅈
🇨🇦Ontario girl sits in warmth of living room
Writes poetry in the light refraction in her morning coffee ☕️
Picks up thread of destiny
🧵Learned embroidery 🪡 🌹🏡🏔️💌
Thankyou to all the beautiful souls beings of light and shadow and love incarnate that I’ve met along the way
I love you with every atom of me 🤍🪽🦢🌞🤍